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| i LUV that song!!! NOT.
so how was work yesterday? how can you work 9-hours shifts 3 times a week and go to school too??? damn.... |
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| i know i'm a little late, but last night was really hard for me. be glad that you don't live in nyc, i'm kinda hoping everyone keeps up to date on this, i doubt there will be ww3, but there is a lot to learn from this. i've learned to never take anything for granted, my dad is still in washington, dc. love ya all. |
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| no annoying pop-ups!!! AWWSUM!!! i LUV dat song!!! |
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| last night, I tried to update the
guestbook, but I couldn't! ARGHH, so... if you don't know by now, the new URL is up... check out t35.com/milpheyyu for all the info. I'm out. |
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| What a weird day it's been.
Seems like a bad movie produced by Jerry Bruckheimer. May God have mercy on us all, for who knows what lies ahead. |
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| But now it's the first day of
school and there is no time to be tired. I've got to stop halting and
pausing at every little things and just take one step at a time forward.
Righty o then, off to work I go.... >_< ^_^ |
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| even when i've done nothing for the past three days. i suppose even homework is enough to make me tired. |
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| I'm tired. It's too early to be tired. I am going to be so screwed if this continues. It's going to be a long semister. |
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| i've been getting lost on
campus...everyday! I'm a freakin second-year! is that a bad sign?!?! >B) grrr. why can't they make life easier for everyone, and just stick Everything in ONE (very, very, very large) building?!?! geeeeees! |
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| thanks for the random feedback. I
was actually here checking to see if Ryan gave any response. but hmm.. random feedback is..nice. (I think?) =) Hello ryan! sorry I haven't chatted with you for a bit. School started; there's TONS of work. agh. You probably don't want to talk to a stressy mimi. hehe. But it's okay! Long weekend comin up! woohoo! Have a good one everyone! (PS. update already, damn it! hehe) |
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| Mimi, I don't know you but I totally agree. Ryan, don't let them push you around. You're better than that! Be happy! You're so cool! :) I'm sending you a zine! |
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| i forgot just how much i loooove
cibo matto. other than that, of course i'm cute enough to grr! :) but dizu
is always cuter. and ryan, she is really right, no job should make you *that* unhappy. plus...happienss is all that deserves that much work...i guess that and school! byebye! love! excitement! |
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| Don't stress so much! I say you
should really quit your job. I WOULD. If the manager is crappy, it's Not a
sign that you should swallow that crap and cry on your own time. You
should give them one "nice" talk, telling them that you think there's been
a mistake, and that you really can't work the shifts being given to you.
After that, you should just quit viciously if they keep the schedules the
same. I'm Serious! No money is worth having managers working you like a
dog! and if it's a company-owned store instead of a franchise, you should report their ass. And make it clear that you're going to report their inability to listen to their employees' needs. I'm good at dealing with pricks. They're all afraid of me. |
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| grrrrrrrrrr you think you're cute enough to be grring? well... okay you're right. But still... it is my job to grr :) Why you grrin' anyway? |
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| all work and no play makes... umm, quiktrip suck. |
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| I feel the winds of war blowing
ever stonger. I see the restless warriors eyes burning with bloodlust. I
hear the song of war haunting my sleep, growing louder. BRANDTICA is
restless. Once again we must muster our army! Just as we have done for
years. Just as we have done since beyond my memory. Fight valiantly and without fear for we are Brandtica! The most powerful army in history! |
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| yay! you updated! Don't work so much! I'll talk to you later.. (I'm tired and school hasnt even started!) Waaah. But so far, so good. |
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| The newest and coolest band around! |
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| i'm on a mac ^_^ |
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| what can i say.... |
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| have school. ick. why is it that ryan fixes his page yet we still get no updates? hrmmmm? |
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| Ryan, let's enjoy our happy Omaha! Maybe you will find the sea captain, and I will find Jay. Maybe... I'll find the meat master series one five dog omlete! CHU! |
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| Hedwig is showing at a movie theater about four blocks away from Wog's house.... Don't ever let me say I lead a boring life :P |
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| i like when it is rainy outside. i like when i have plans every night. i like when ryan updates. |
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| i LUWWWV dat song!!! |
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| ryan updated! thats the best news i've had today. your awsome ryan. :) |
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| go there. new URL. |
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| and nobody cares. so what should my domain be? www.betaminus.org sounds cool but i already have it pay for it for me. you. who hosts it, though? =\ Next summer: California, Japan. This summer: jack squat. |
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| cuz, it fit! duh! not saying that i dont have any friends, but when you say "no girlfriend, no girls" what comes next?! okay, so i do have friends. beeyotch. --RYAN |
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| Hey ERIK! My name is spelled MEIER not MYER! Get it right you jackass and a half! :^ ) And ryan what's with that "No friends" quote? What's that make Me? or Greg? or Josh? or just about anyone else in our group? Just thought I'd remind you. Peace out Ryan |
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| " Hey my name is ryan and uhhh i don't update my page anymore cause my computer broke " |
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| umm... here is the update i wrote
and never got posted, cuz I CANT UPLOAD TO THE PAGE!!! It's not official,
but it is kinda official, too. Here: 02:46 AM | 01.07.21 Argh... my computer is broken! I can't update my page! It's too troublesome... oh well... I guess I'll do it. So what's up, everyone? Me? Same old same old. I have had a few revelations and a few things to talk about since last time, so buckle up and enjoy the ride. Work. My most vile enemy in life. My job at QT has been the subject of many a'bitchin' lately. Why? Is it because I was being treated unfairly? No. That's right. You heard me. No. I was so angry with my boss, but after a few minutes talking to her, she seemed really happy to concede to my wishes. I then realized something. Something stupid. I don't know why, maybe it was because I needed something to take my agression out on, but I had been using QuikTrip as a punching bag for all my emotions. I was angry. QT's fault. I was tired. QT's fault. I didn't have a girlfriend. QT's fault. Well, not that last one... but you get the idea, right? Yeah, so I was being a bitch. Sorry. In other news: I need to learn to stop spending money! Argh! I have less than $200 in the bank right now. I am really going to start regimenting my money supply soon. $20 a week, unless for special occasions (like the Ladytron CD... where is it?!). I am also going to periodically transfer money from my checking account to my savings account. This is so I don't have (easy) access to a certain amount of money, which will hopefully go towards paying for a plane ticket to Japan next summer. Hopefully. Hmm... Warped Tour was pretty fun, but Eric and I (Eric moreso than I) both got pretty messed up there. I inhaled a lot of dirt, and when I blew my nose it was black. Black. Eww... But all in all, good bands and good fun. Now, Reel Big Fish/Goldfinger/Zebrahead this weekend? Hmm... sounds like a fun time! I think that's about it for now. I just got done working a 6PM-2AM shift, so I'm kinda out of it thinking-wise. Be sure to say some funny stuff in the guestbook! Hope everyone is having a great summer, I am about to start having one! [end fake update] There. That was a long time ago, fellas and ladies. What's been up since then? QT sucks again. Yes, it sucks. I still have less than $200. No girlfriend. No girls. No friends. Boring BORING BORING SUMMER Jesus! It's been SOOO BORRINNGG!!!!!!!!! School starts at the end of this month. Until then, REAL SUMMER! No classes to worry about, only work... *sigh* Well... that's it. All I can think of now. How's THAT for an update? now stop complaining!!! |
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| what about our band, bitch? where
do your loyalties lie? anyways, i still read... occassionaly. just cuz all of y'all still read the guestbook, don't mean i can log into the FTP and upload now! I gotta change whole webservers, i think. But hold on, i'll try again. "Hi, Please note that FTP uploads have been turned off." So, straight from nbci's server's mouth. Ain't nothin' that I can do. I'll probably get a domain. Maybe. Until then, later everybody! --RYAN |
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| Hey slackass, even though your comps busted you better get off you ass and update this damn page even though you only can from your computer that is broken. Maybe you shouldn't let Myer break your shit! |
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| tsk tsk tsk...*shakes head*
still no update. well, katelyn! i haven't been doing much lately. tomorrow is my last day of summer classes. woohoo! *raises roof*. can't wait for the final to be over. well i gotta go check up on my laundry. byebye everyone cept ryan cuz he won't be reading this anyway :p hb |
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| I miss Ryan!!!!!!! |
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| hi, how are ya? i know he isn't updating anymore...but thats a bad answer. with fans as devoted as we are i think he should change his mind and update. anyway, whats up? |
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| hi katelyn. ryan's not updating his page anymore so i've decided to leave a message for you. since you and i prolly come to this page more often than him. hehe. well, bye! |
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| Where have YOU been?!?! :P |
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| I've been sleeping whenever I'm home... Or last week my friend was visiting from AZ and we watched a lot of movies... And half the time I'm not home... Summer is the time to not really do anything... cept work. And summer classes... Bleh. Hows things in Iowa guys? It's Hazy Hot and Humid here... My skins all soft tho ^_^ |
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| when i get my puter back, i'll
work on findin a new page. DIZ, WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!??!!!?!!?!?! |
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| itz been too long... and ryan, update! pleasssse. |
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| HIII!!!!! |
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| update your GAWDDAM page!!! |
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| NOT ENDING YET!
Blahrhra!! Im gonna look for a new webpage! |
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| itz mah birthday!! |
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| i guess some things just gotta end... |
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| i miss updates! we all do ryan...come baccccckkkkkk! |
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| that wasn't me. that was the
*other* Ryan. Ryan, the Computer Slayer. |
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| Sorry. I somehow killed it. It
was a simple accident. I leaned my elbow on some the space right below the
keyboard, then some crazy noise happened, then it restarted and said
stuff. And it never worked again. Sorry |
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| computer is officially dead. For
those of you who don't know, my computer died. It overheated and the hard
drive is probably dead. That means everything is lost, all the mp3s,
videos, SONGS I WROTE... *sigh* So, I have no idea when I'll be updating next. Hopefully sooner than not. Just thought I'd pass that little bit of info along... I might be getting on AIM some, as my parents' computer permits. Later all, hope everyone is doing better than me. =( |
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| :( i bet it was awsome. |
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| Yes i would like to drive like a donkey too if i worked at a gas station. Yee haww she is sitting right next to me fo sho. |
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| I tell the truth when i say cut
loose and release your juice. haha you think thats funny but i ain't joking believe me. cock a doodle doooo |
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| i guess you had fun in omaha? i didn't even know you wanted to go that day. anyway...we'll all go some time later. |
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| Everyone likes ryan, looks like ryan has a lot of friends. i like ryan too, too bad he doesn't even remember me. doesn't even talk to me anymore. talks about how everyone feels, but not me. |
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| and i'm goin to san diego. is that how you spell it? doubt me all you want...you'll soon see! |
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| You owe me! The end. |
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| hehe have fun in Omaha? The
other day I went on a small car trip with my family... The whole time my brother reminding us what time we promised he would be home and how much he hated being in the car. We got out and walked around and he remided us he hates walking around. Doh. Hope lifes treatin ya okay Iowa boy :) my friend was taking pics the other day if any of um turn out okay I'll scan um at work :P |
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| err... not really *works* but
looks nice again. hooray. |
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| 39 Hamburger day is next wensday. I work!!!! But I'm sure I can figure something out, so I can partake in the excitment. See you when I get back from Minni. |
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| Happy Birthday Ryan! Hope it was grand! I must say you're going in style, I luv the birthdaypic4 of you! Beautiful chocolate brown eyes and a great smile to go with them. :-) Take Care! |
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| tikki-tikki-tem-bo-no-sa-rem-bo-chari-bari-roo-chie-berri-pip-perri-pem-bo
? it was a well illustrated childrens story about a japanese kid who fell in a well. i think he got really hungry or something. and no one wanted to feed him. oh wait, that's you. |
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| Yeah, like the message says.
Don't do anything too crazy...unless you want to. Ebi ebi hot-o pep, ebi hot-o pep!!!! G. |
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| Hey Ryan! Hope your holiday was fabulous and that you're enjoying your summer so far! *Hugs* |
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| from japan. i love japan. i'm going back to japan as soon as i can. japan. japan. japan. anyway, everyone tell ryan how great he is. |
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| TWIZZZZZZLERS!!!!! |
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| I pon down. I cha-EEEEE to da dilly's and SAH DAH TAY! |
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| can wet dreams go down in the dreambook as well ? |
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| the message on your guestbook:
Wednesday May 30th 2001 09:59:14 AM is from me. hc. yap. "what are you talking about?" "everything they told you about me.." "yes?" "..it's all true.." |
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| i hope you still have my
rasputina cd's and i hope they are in good shape. i hope you love them.
because i do. i got my rasputina bootleg videos in the mail this week.
they make me happy. horny even maybe. |
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| would you let me have 145 bucks by any chance? |
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| goto the clubs and sing 'I want a freaky girl. Somebody just like me, somebody who understands what a player needs. Ain`t like those perfect girls, they all just don`t click with me. A very naughty girl... thats what I need ' yeah you go get them Wildcat. |
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| Oooh looky who it is :P Hey Ryan, I'm performing a dance piece I choreographed to a Beastie Boys song, it's got some slightly spinny breakdancing kinda stuff too :P Stay chill man, grey hairs could be cool, they might take dye easily! like, red or something hehe... |
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| You got GBAdvanced. You should go out and by Gran Turismo 3 a-spec. Learn something about the car. Who cares about a few grey hairs I know someone whose head is full of grey hairs and his name ironically is 'young'. |
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| the bold part don't come out bold :P |
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| KISS MY ASS |
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| Yeah, Badgemen are no more. I
wouldn't feel too bad about it. Bands don't usually have very long
lifespans. I'm glad we got to do at least one show. It was fun while it
lasted. I'm working on some other stuff (for anybody out there that's
interested) with some people who would be familar to frequenters of this
board,so hopefully it won't be to long before we do somehting with that.
Thanks for the support while it lasted. Out. G. |
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| Hey, I have a copy of the demo. I say you guys were had an awesome demo. |
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| this gbook is pretty busy!!! |
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| Yeah, it is kind of sad. I must
agree with Ryan, we had lots of potiental, but I think we just lacked the
drive to make it happen. It was fun though. Hopefully, you get that desire
back to play. Let me know when you do. I want to start another one up
again. Badgmen October 2000- June 2001 |
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| everything in my life points to
that. except for ryan. he is the man and can have anything he wants. grab your fair share kiddo. dizzu...i'll send you an email japan style! and...pope scott paul II? silly kids these days! ryan, i'll buy you stuff in japan to make up for the money i owe ya'. |
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| COLD COCK |
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| well... i'm bored. i check up on
this thing alot. just never got around to signin' it. maybe we'll practice
again soon. then i won't be so bored. stay black.
-scottie |
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| I'm sorry, I have good
intentions, but. again my apologies |
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| don't let a stoopid problem take over your mind, kiddo! *wink* |
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| is there a reason nobody puts there name down??? man vampires are pretty cool if you think about it. |
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| lets eat some hay, down by the bay, or you'll have to pay. Ryan you should have went to ANNA CHOS graduation party. I bet you were invited. dont' lie. TOO much brains and not enough COTTON BALLS. no wait that was someone elses problem. NOw let me be |
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| who? |
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| It too me my surprise, when I saw
you standing there. Close enough to touch, breathing the same air. You asked me how I've been, I guess that's when I smiled and said just fine. But baby I was lying. What I really meant to say is that I'm dying here inside, and I miss you more each day there's not a night I haven't cried. Baby here's the truth, I'm still in love with you, that's what I really meant to say. And as you walked away the echo of my words clipped just like a knife, clipped so deep it hurt. I have backed the tears and held on to my pride and watched you go, I wonder if you'll ever know. What I really meant to say is that I'm really not that strong, no matter how hard I try I'm still holding on. Here's the honest truth, I'm still in love with you, that's what I really meant to say... |
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| hey where you goin? |
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| hey ryan. we should hang out this
weekend or something. tell me all about japan, i leave so soon and i'm
still so unprepared. whats with all of these kids suddenly signing? thats cool for you ryan, i knew people always read this thing! |
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| you. wipe that smirk off your
face. i know what you're thinking and it's not true. you better watch what
you say, watch what you do, cuz when you're made to eat your own words
it's gunna hurt. |
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| How was Cali and your Memorial Day weekend? Hope things are going absolutely fabulous for you! |
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| you don't have a chance only if you believe it. |
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| oh yeah... i'm not making her look bad! nobody knows... except when you fill parts of her name in. |
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| no... she had a soccer game. |
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| A**a *ho does not hate you. She had a cold that day. she would have went with you. She doesn't know what your talking about. don't make her look bad. |
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| good lord you psycho I just talked to A**a*ho she did not go with you cuz she was sick. she would have gone. she doesn't know what the hell your talking about hating you. sheesh. lighten up. |
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| do we get to read the Want Vs. Need thing or not? :( |
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| i like the vibrators |
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| You, I never knew, Could ever be so true. You put a smile on my face. You make my world a happier place. Bringing me to a higher height, always treating me so right. I want to always be held in your arms. Far away from all the pain and harm. Oh, won’t you please hold me near, And take away all my fear?? Just say you’ll hold me close. `Cuz you`re the one that means the most. You and your loving touch, just means so much. Why are you the one I so adore?? You are my everything, so much and so more. Let me whisper in your ear. The words that you long to hear. The continuing words of "I love you", And hopefully, someday the cherished "I do". How did I ever let you steal my heart?? Now, let us be together forever never apart. Being with you and always feeling such tender, loving, care. So, loving you, I will dare. You are my brightest light, Through the dark of night. Hope that I’ll always be your fire, The only one that you desire. Just know, through thick and thin, I`ll be by your side. `Cuz, you bring me such joy and pride. I`d go an extra mile, To see your smile. All the hugs, kisses, and laughs, you give. Give life a special reason for me to live. Now, I know I will have someone to hold. Hopefully `til the day that I grow old. All these words that I can find, Are from my heart and mind. These feelings inside me, Will the same always be. |
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| I see that u "liked" the first
poem?? Or did u NOT like it. Hope youre feeling happy these days. Looks like you had a bunch of sad fans while you were gone. By the way, I said FIRST poem. CUZ there will be more. is that ok?? Just tell me if its not. |
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| he's back!!! he's back!!! but i'm gone.... |
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| Yay! |
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| You say you wanna swing back here
some time? Bring it. Jon wants a Puzzle Fighter Rematch. And thanks so much to you three dudes for the sweet letters. They've made me smile all week. |
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| ryan got back... |
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| how the heck long are ya gonna be
gone? i get on here all the time and i'm like...oh, he might be back! but
no :( ah well, ya got fans! who isn't one? |
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| Everyone misses the guy, right? :P |
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| hey wassup! i wanted to use the h
word instead of "heck" up there but i didn't want to "dirty" your
guestbook, hehe. how thoughtful of me. so how are ya? watcha up to? are you alive there? u having fun? gimme some feedback!! email me at weepingbanana@hotmail.com k? i miss ya~! hb. |
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Did you ever love someone but knew they didn`t care Did you ever feel like crying but knew you`d get no where Did you ever close your eyes and say a little prayer Did you ever look into their heart and wish that you were there Did you ever watch them walk away not wanting them to go and whisper "I Love You" but never let them know You cry all night in misery and almost go insane There`s nothing in the whole wide world that causes so much pain If I had to choose between love and death think I`d rather die Love is fun but it hurts so much The price you pay is so high and so I say don`t fall in love you get no where before it`s through You see my friend I ought to know because I fell in love with You. |
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| like, when you are falling toward
pavement and happen to throw your arms out in front of you, only to
realise it wasn't the best idea when you end up scraped up pretty badly.
sigh. hey ry, hope your havin fun! |
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| heeeeey, how's the tetris tetsuu iowa boy? :P I feel like a real student now, stayed up til 3:30ish writing a paper, now I'm inbetween classes writing my other one :P |
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| cheer up dude!! it's hard to see you depressed like this all the time...cuz i luv ya! |
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| Ass Pirates, Suck. |
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| for 2 seconds, just to make me sad for a lifetime |
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| man. so hard to find love on the internet. i just get one disappointment after another. |
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| is a funny thing. but you'll find
it. cuz your an awsome person. and don't make me out to be a bad person, i love ya kid. |
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| somefins wrong... oh well... I
finally got to update the page (as you might be able to
tell). Thanks to everyone whose helping me right now. |
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| dont' let women get you down.
Don't let someone take you half your heart, forever to break apart. when you don't then you'll be happy |
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| shiieeettttttttt... it seems
that Xoom (or nbci now) doesn't like my password anymore, and says that it's wrong. pssh... I do have a page update saved on my computer, but I just can't upload it. Crap. |
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| you seem like an extremely
intelligent kind person. I really like your writing style too. =) we can be online buddies! yayyyyyy <3 JuuuuullllliiiieeeUm |
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| i also use the webpage to talk
about how i feel. it's just how i do things. it's also how i get over
things. i just do it in a different way. *shrug* sometimes i'd like to talk to someone about my stuff, but friends are the best people. |
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| Have you ever thought about
going to a psychologist/psychiatrist to just talk about your problems? The more and more I read what you write the more worried I get about you Ryan. I mean, yeah, we all have worries, but you seem to just stress on them more than others. At least think about talking to someone... |
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| It's just been one of those
past little whiles hasn't it? Don't fret, jus stick togetha and it'll all be alright. Iowa and MA arent as far apart as they seem... maybe... :P By the way, guess who decided to say something in his g-book? >_< Temptataion tried to show it's face again. And no, now is the time I will not listen. Giddy girl! Email |
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| Man, Ryan...you rule, dont let
anyone else push you around-- You are one of the brightest, funniest and nicest people I know, and you dont need to worry about everything coming together right now; it will come together on its own. Cali wi |
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| of course you are smart. it
takes hb tellin' you that for you to get it? haha. in other news, i still need to talk to you, and you are still nowhere to be found. *sniff* its me being selfish, but i swear kid, i've needed to talk to you for more than a week and i think i've quit eating over it. i wish i coulda given you friendly advice about your situation, but since hb did the job so well i'm just going to say listen to her, ok? email me! i neeeeeed to talk. you too diz! :) bye! |
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| she said i'm smart. am I?
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| i win! yessssss...i'm on a
ROLL. so does this make it 35 to 4, my lead? well...this is the second time i've visited your guestbook and thought i'd leave my mark this time. wow...so like...i just found out about this whole friendship/love thing going on. i dunno...it's not really my position to say. but whenever you've wanted me to listen to you i've really never given you good friend- to-friend advice about anything. so i think this is my chance to. i dunno...i think you are a bit off cornered about the whole situation. a friend wants to make up those times for when he wasn't around. seems like you're trying to get back at him by doing the same thing. friends make mistakes ya know? i mean, if you even call that a mistake. (it's his girlfriend for heaven's sake.) i understand that you feel the way you feel rite now, but your friend wants to patch things up now. if he's still your friend, it's time to get over the past and do the same. so what is your reason to not wanting things to be the same? gimme a good reason the next time we talk. just seems to me like you have a grudge that you shouldn't be holding anymore. and i'm pretty sure ur friend doesn't "[want] everything for himself." it isn't selfish to want a good (and i mean good) friend back. he wants things for him AND you. he's not just thinking of himself. maybe you will come to your intelligent senses and realize this whole thing is pretty 7th grade? maybe? hopefully? though it may take some time? cuz i know u're smarter than that. i dunno the whole story to this so i may sound biased. i'm just trying to help out a friend...help out my friends. you guys are all good people. something stupid like this shouldn't come between good people, good friends. one last thing i'd like to say is that i'm so glad i got to meet you, ryan. for reeeel. it's so fun hanging out with you...every time i go to des moines. you are such a cool funny guy, and such a great friend. all the shows that we've been to together and the times we've hung out, i'll cherish after death. we haven't known each other for long but i hope our friendship will last forever. ok that sounded really corny but that's how i really feel. everyone has a corny side to them. i'll prolly talk to you online tonite. till then, ta ta~~ lotsa luv for ryan, hb. |
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| why would he have to choose?
because it seemed like there was such a rift between everyone that he would have to, eventually. *shrug* maybe not, though |
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| I'm sorry if you think that
was a stab at you personally, but what you and Billy said I took to be a stab at me personally, so obviously it didn't make me happy. I know you don't have a girlfriend and don't know how you would react. I know I didn't expect the way I would react to having a boyfriend. I don't think anybody does what they think they will. I don't know exactly how Nick treated you for the two years he was with Laura and I can't make excuses for him. All I know is that to me he has only said good things about you, has tried to be your friend, went to Chicago with you and whatever else. I'm sorry for warning you, since that was the reason you didn't talk to him all of break. First of all, I didn't know that could make you ignore someone for a month. Second of all I apologized before and he tried to get ahold of you while he could. This won't come down to choosing between us. Why would it have to? |
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| "A friend is there when
everyone else isn't, believing when everyone else hasn't, understanding when everyone else doesn't, loving when everyone else wasn't" - Anonymous Ryan, I don't know all the circumstances that surround you and your friend, but you need to be that friend who is there for him. Obviously he is trying to make up for the time that you guys haven't been together, and he wants things back to normal. He's spent this whole time being brainwashed by his girlfriend. I know how girls can be... Normal may never come... and your friendship might be strained... but maybe he does realize that he spent too much time with his girlfriend... and is reaching out to you to repair the friendship, and you're not responding with outreached arms. Get over your anger and hurt and become friends again. It might take awhile but life is partly what we make of it, and partly what it is made by the friends we choose. Your life will be much richer with an old friend than an enemy. |
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Hello Tetsuo. How are things with you these days? This is a haiku. |
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| Man, this girlfriend thing
sounds weird. I mean if i was just reading and didn't know these people. Too bad I think I do. I didn't think they were so retarded. Damn. Stupid girlfriend. All I can say is I'm glad I'm not her and glad I'm not that D-U-M dumb. |
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| why didnt you say anything
about the last line? i thought you would be more thorough. |
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| "Man I wish I could just pick
and choose girls and still be friends with everyone who I ignore because of them. I wish I could just have everything." Hey now I'm glad I've been nice to you ever since I met you, regardless of whether or not I was with Nick. I'm glad I've done so much to make you hate me. If you have such a big problem with everything then why the hell didn't you mention it before? I suppose you forgot about how the whole winter break Nick wanted to hang out with you and you wouldn't. But hey go ahead and blame everything in your life on Nick having a girlfriend. What the hell is wrong with that anyways? All you do is complain about not having one. |
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| visit my damn page dammit...
www.livejournal.com/~sliknick3 1 |
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| Hey, I've never signed it, and
thought I would. Yup. "Hi" sorry, don't know what to say. 2-cool 2-BE 4-gotten HAHAHAHAHAHAHA that always kill |
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| oh well, whoever signs is
cool. whoever doesnt is not. how's that? i wanna go to columbia... if they have a good writing/literature/english teaching program, or something along those lines... they must have what i want to be when i grow up, but i dont know what that is. blah... what am i talking about? i updated. check it out! |
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| what the heck happened? you
sound un-good. well, i s'pose i'll learn if ya want me to. you'd have liked columbia's engineering school, i think. tho maybe not... |
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| Hey milphy- I haven't read this for awhile so I decided I should. Hmm. . . Interesting up dates. Looks like January was sad. sorry. I share a lot of your feelings on a lot of topics. Sorry I'm not there for u. Well I'm done babbeling now. IM or Email me sumtime k? BYE BYE |
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| that ill call you whenever
you want me too big boy : ). so whats up with this weekend you doing anything... me neither. hint hint. later boyeeeeeeee |
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| have you ever taken one of
those poops where afterwards you feel like you just lost 10 pounds ? yah. i just had one of those, and afterwards i thought of you. why is that ? well, i do believe it's because smelly brown stuff that comes out of my ass reminds me of smell of milphy. please. make yourself clean. ~ humbadabum ~ |
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| Hey ryan guess who this is?
J/k!!!! We have had some good times haven't we!? Saiwah's b-day party was fun huh! I enjoyed it! On another subject I enjoyed reading your articles about suffering on "women". It seems you have MANY problems with the opposite gender don't u??? Well its ok; most guys at your stage do! I was there once also; getting burned by girls left and right. Haha. But remember once you do get a g/f what now?? I mean holding hands is alright but u gotta go 4 it!! U know what I mean!? But everyone gets someone sooner or later. I haven't found the right girl either but I am patient (for now). LOL! Well hope everything works out for you man. Later. |
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| And I love Iowa for all the
stuff that is here and not there. All the shit I wouldn't have to face and pretend doesn't exsist isn't in Iowa. I think maybe I won't go audition in NYC on Sunday. I won't do anything this summer except work and be anti social until I have enough money to get to Iowa. Maybe I should go to school far away. Ryan, Kate, you both rock. |
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| I like pinkerton more than the
blue album. thats it!!! boo-yah! Diz, comin to iowa ! Yay! |
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| is nice. i just got it.
and...its nice. its nothing like the blue one. i like that, even though a lot of kids don't like it as much. oh well. diza, come to iowa, today was just one of those days... |
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| All I can do is listen to
Weezer. I wish I was at the show like you. *sigh* I thought I found someone... now I'm just broken and wrong. As far as I can tell my road trip is no-questions- asked happening within a year, and I'm headed right for Iowa. |
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| i love ya! |
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